I visited my grandmother after her surgery yesterday so she was all drugged up. She kept going on and on about the “great times” she had with my ex. Like whyyyyyy.

Now Ive been flippin’ through the dictionary tryin’ to find
The proper words that I could use to tell you whats on my mind
But baby this time its different and for me its a first
Cause now I’m sittin’ here with nothin’ but a loss for words
It’s like you reset my heart and then erased my brain
The only thing thats not deleted in my head is ya name

I’m just gunna live at my boy’s house this summer since I can’t fucking stand it here